Cybersoulgem
CONTENT WARNING
SEXUAL ABUSE, SEXUAL TEXT TO A MINOR, STALKING, HARASSMENT, THREATS OF VIOLENCE, ABUSE, GASLIGHTING, CATFISHING/DECEPTION
Info
CyberSoulgem is a VTuber, voice actor, artist, and owner of the SleepySouls comic dubbing YouTube channel. For almost 5 years they have exhibited extremely inappropriate behavior mainly towards people they were romantically involved with. The purpose of this document/website is to archive the history of this behavior and hopefully protect people from being future victims of said behavior. The content that can be found here has been sourced and reviewed by multiple people who have known Cyber for many years, with primary accounts being from ExorcistGold(Isaac) and Doll, both ex partners of their’s.If you have had experienced abuse or inappropriate behavior from Cyber, contact:
Instagram: @exorcistgoldart
Twitter: @exorcistgold
Update Log
Finalized 12/27/2021Update 12/28/2021
Fixed a name not being censored on request
Also for clarification since since Cyber has spread misinformation about this in the past : Cyber was born in August of 2002 and Gold was born January of 2001. As is already stated in the doc, Gold and Cyber met sometime in 2016 when Gold was 15 and Cyber was 13/14. They started dating sometime around 2017 when Gold was 16 and he was 14/15. Gold broke up with Cyber after turning 18 in 2019 so most of the relationship, including the 1 of the 2 times they met up in person in 2018 was while they were both minors. This is only being brought up because we are aware that Cyber has lied to their friends that the age gap was up to nearly 4 years apart in an attempt to make Gold out as some kind of predator without explicitly stating it.Update 09/02/2023
Added information on events regarding sexual harassment via deception.
Doll’s Info:
(Written 11/22/2021)(Note: Doll has been recovering from a brain injury since 2019 and Cyber KNEW this)
I have been in projects with Cyber since 2019, but I hadn’t started talking to them to be their friend until late 2020. We started dating late October of 2020 and things were great, or so I thought. I had taken an interest in them because they were actively “anti-horny” in chat and that is important to me as an asexual person. When they found out I am asexual, they also claimed to be asexual. I would only find out recently that that was one of the first lies they told me in order to get me to like them and to manipulate me.The beginning of the relationship was honestly great. I thought I had finally found a sweet and honest person. We were in contact with one another a lot and fell asleep on call together, but as more time went by, more truths came to light. After a little while, our relationship became highly sexual. I figured that since I didn’t necessarily want to throw up, I figured that I was demi-sexual rather than 100% asexual. In the beginning of this phase, these activities were mild and consensual. As these activities progressed into more intense territories, I became more uncomfortable but continued to participate because that's what I thought you do for someone you love. The first time I sent Cyber a topless picture, he was disappointed because I am not flat chested. This made me feel like my body was ugly. November 9, 2020, I was on video call and simply saying sexy things without a top on to get Cyber off. Cyber wanted to show them pleasuring themselves on video to me, I didn’t want to see it. I don’t know if I was ignored or if I wasn’t heard the first time. Luckily for me, it was dark and I could barely see, unfortunately for me, Cyber decided that they wanted to “fix” that. Cyber went up to their switch and was fiddling with lighting and angles so that I could see better, when I realized what they were doing I stated “you don’t have to do that”, then “no thank you”. It took Cyber about a minute to get the lighting how they wanted and in that time I had told them “no” in many different ways. They had every opportunity to stop with every “no thank you” and every “please don’t do that”, but this time for sure I knew I was being ignored. The response to my “no”s that plays on loop in my head is “but I want too”. I felt violated so I started to dissociate. Later in this same call Cyber asked to see my genitals, I was uncomfortable and didn’t want to show it and told them outright that I was nervous and didn’t really want to. That's when the begging started. I eventually gave in to the begging, thinking that this is simply something you do for someone you love but thinking about this incident and telling anybody about it here for the first time, I feel nauseous and want to vomit. They had told me throughout the more mild activities that consent was essential and that they’d stop if I was ever uncomfortable or did not consent, but this incident solidified for me that what I wanted did not matter. I thought that this is what you do for someone you love, so I continued these activities when Cyber asked (or begged) but dissociated from them completely. This continued until the incident where Cyber ghosted me for a month.After a very sexual portion of our relationship, the next wasn’t really a relationship at all. Cyber wasn’t around at all for about a month, no casual calls or messages. About 2 weeks into this silence, I had a conversation with them, simply asking for at least a good morning or goodnight. I told them that the complete silence and them putting zero effort into the relationship was hurting me. The reason given for this complete silence was school work, but all I needed was a simple “hello”. They said that they’d at least message me something simple such as a “hi” or a “<3” every few days and I was happy with that. The problem is that they immediately broke their promise to me and continued to ghost me. When they eventually did come back, they were immediately very affectionate and uncomfortably sexual towards me despite being gone for a month. I wasn’t having it. I felt very hurt having been ignored and I felt extremely disrespected being treated as something that could just give affection and sexual gratification immediately. I wasn’t mean, but I did tell them that I didn’t want to be affectionate. They took this very poorly and began accusing me of trying to get revenge on them for needing space and not wanting to be sexual. I explained to them that this was not the case at all and that I did not appreciate them feeling entitled to sexual favors from me. Then came the crying and manipulation to make me believe that I was in the wrong, “How was I supposed to know? You should have told me you were feeling this way!”, I did, you didn’t listen. This was the first instance I remember vividly where Cyber turned themselves into the victim of a situation to avoid responsibility and get what they wanted. This is also an example of attempted sexual coercion.After being ghosted for a month, I understandably did not want to be intimate. I told Cyber that “I needed to get my feelings back”. This is where I define an abuse tactic that was used on me multiple times during our relationship, “Love Bombing”. I was love bombed in an attempt to get my previous feelings back and go back into a more sexual relationship. I guess it sort of worked in this instance. I stayed in a relationship with Cyber and was constantly asked for sexual favors. When I would start putting up boundaries so that another incident wouldn’t happen, Cyber would say things like “I guess I’m just not good enough” or “You don’t love me anymore” or “You must think I’m a horrible person” to make me put the boundaries aside. Cyber would use my heart against me to make me feel like a bad person for putting up boundaries, to make me feel like these boundaries were hurting them. I didn’t know how to say “no” anymore without “hurting” Cyber, so I started making excuses to not do sexual favors anymore and eventually the begging died down. I never provided any sexual favors after that. When I stopped providing sexual favors, the relationship slowly died down. As time went on, the amount of time we spent together declined. When I was providing sexual gratification, we would message each other everyday and call during the day, as well as falling asleep on call with each other at night. When I stopped providing those favors the first thing to go was the calling during the day, then the falling asleep together at night, last was messaging each other practically at all. I remember talking to Cyber about how it hurt that we didn’t fall asleep together anymore, we would sleep together once or twice and I would be love bombed and then it would stop. I would tell Cyber that it hurt again and the same thing would happen. When sleeping on call completely stopped, messaging started to stop. I became the only one messaging a “good morning” or a “goodnight” and would sometimes get a response. I didn’t say anything about this to Cyber because I had noticed their interest in talking to me declined when I stopped participating in sexting and thought that I should keep track of this behavior to see if I should leave. The only times that I would receive a lot of contact was after we would have a fight and I was being love bombed. I realize now that I was only worth putting time and effort into if I was giving in to sexual acts.Even after all of this, the thing that kept me there so long was that any time I started to become a little more independent or start talking more with people who weren’t Cyber, they would gently guide me back into dependence using sweet words. I thought they were trying to help me and be a good partner so most of the time I would accept the kindness and go back to being emotionally isolated from everyone but Cyber, which made it so difficult to leave.Looking back at all of our fights, I am able to see that Cyber is a specific type of abuser known as “The Victim”. “The Victim” is often self centered and only cares about their own feelings, this is why when there is conflict, they will try to spin the narrative to make them into the victim when they are in fact the abuser. Specific strategies that Cyber uses in order to frame themselves as the victim in a situation are manipulation, blaming, redefining situations, making excuses, lying, isolation, assuming, minimizing, vagueness, powerplays, and self-glorification (https://www.agape-aid.org/abusive-relationships/in-the-abusers-controlling-mind/). I will clarify that while Cyber does frame themselves as the victim, one of the roots of the abuse is that they are a control freak.When I broke up with Cyber because of all this hurt they put me through, their immediate response was “But you’ve hurt me too!” rather than acknowledging everything they have done. After I got through all of the excuses and the manipulative tactics in order to make me NOT break up with them, I asked “How are we going to tell everyone?”. Cyber responded that they didn’t want anyone to know that I had broken up with them and that I shouldn’t tell anyone anything. I told Cyber that one of my friends already knew, as I had consulted with them about breaking up with Cyber as I thought I loved them despite all the hurt. Cyber was upset.
I was really concerned and suspicious about this response. Did Cyber want everyone to think we were still together? Did they not want anyone to hear my story? Did they want to come up with a different narrative to tell everyone? Could this possibly be to isolate me from everyone else? I didn’t voice any of these thoughts because I still wanted to have faith in Cyber. This was when M joined the chat and heard the end of our break up. Since M was already there, I explained everything to them and they were horrified to find out that Cyber hadn’t changed at all. As you have already heard in M’s story, this prompted Cyber to ban them.After this, M reached out to me and comforted me. I was apprehensive about not blocking M because of Cyber’s input and the lies that they had been feeding me about M since I had first met them but I decided to trust M. M had told me that after hearing about what Cyber had done, Isaac wanted to contact me. I was extremely hesitant and anxious about it, this was the person that Cyber told me was their abuser after all. I took a leap of faith and decided to talk to Isaac. It was only then that I learned that Cyber had lied about them and the situations they were in through screenshot evidence. Through my conversation with both M and Isaac I have realized that what Cyber did was awful. I knew it was bad but I didn’t realize the extent of the harm it had done.I wish that this didn’t have to be done but every time I tried to tell Cyber that they were hurting me, they accused me of trying to hurt them for bringing it up in the first place. I have heard the testimonies of their previous friends trying to help them, only to be ignored or accused of horrible things. After this document was leaked, I had a call set up with Cyber and a mediator because I wanted to talk to them about the specifics of what they had done to me to see if it was possibly a mistake or if it truly was on purpose. In this call, they stated that they didn’t remember anything they did on November 9, 2020 despite the fact that they described it to C the day before stating that they “didn’t mean to” do what they did. After that portion of the call, all it was was Cyber trying to convince me to delete my story from this document and infantilizing me to make me feel like I wasn’t making a logical or mature decision. For these reasons, I do not think that Cyber wants to become a better person and would advise people to stay away from them. I feel that it is my responsibility to share this experience in order to protect future people who may want to join SleepySouls or just come across Cyber on the internet. It is also my responsibility to share this story as the next testimony you will read is the story of a minor and I hope that sharing my experience will also help protect minors in the future.
Z's Info:
(Written 12/27/2021)(Note: Z was 15-16 at the time of the transgressions)
I joined the SleepySouls server 3 years ago when I was 13 but I was not really active until just shy of my 15th birthday. Cyber was present when I introduced myself, I made it clear that I was a minor. When Cyber introduced me to Doll, they told her that I was a minor. This is proof that Cyber knew I was a minor.When I was 15 and started hanging out in the server more, Cyber started making inappropriate jokes about me that sexualized me. I did not give anyone permission to make inappropriate jokes involving me or sexualizing me. I had explicitly stated that I was uncomfortable several times but eventually gave up and got used to it. Everyone else acted like it was fine, so I came to believe it was fine, and I was being overdramatic. This would happen on call but I have a screenshot of Cyber apologizing after making a sexual comment towards me. I was 15 at the time and Cyber was also dating Doll.
Cyber has demonstrated a tendency to use things which people are attached to in order to manipulate them. For me, it was plague doctors. Cyber messaged me about different plague doctor-related things multiple times over both Discord and Instagram. Using this information, they were making jokes about my sexuality in a voice call. They said something along the lines of “Z has a plague doctor kink!” to which I had a somewhat stuttered response. They said, “So it's true?” and I confirmed. I was 16. I do not just discuss my kinks with random adults over the internet, even if I consider them friends. Adults should not be messaging minors about their kinks or anything else sexual. I let it go.
Until I received this:
I never consented to being sent messages of this nature and I was also a minor. Cyber was also dating Doll when they sent this to me. I was very uncomfortable.Unfortunately, that would not be the last time Cyber sent sexual messages to me.
Cyber sent me pornography as a “joke”. They sent a pornographic Among Us animated gif. This was a very long and detailed animation. It had multiple scenes including a crewmate getting stuck, getting penetrated by the imposter non-consensually, and a detailed orgasm. This was brushed off as a joke when I pointed out how gross it was. They deleted it afterwards.Here is another instance of Cyber messaging me inappropriately. For context, my Discord status was “antisemitism me daddy” which was a joke based on a quote from one of my friends. A few friends messaged me to tell me that the joke was funny. Cyber was the only one who made the joke inappropriate.
I did not think too much of it at the time. But looking back with a few of my trusted adults from the server (one who was also not a part of SleepySouls), it definitely rang some alarm bells. I would want to give Cyber the benefit of the doubt, but with everything else, I don’t think I can. My adults and I concluded that Cyber most likely meant that they saw the status, imagined doing it to me, and then remembered I was a minor. Even if Cyber was just talking about imagining that in general, it’s not the kind of thing you share with someone you know is a minor. I want to believe they’re joking. I just can’t.I also want to mention Filly in this. Doll showed that Filly excuses lolicon as a “weird fetish” which isn’t the worst on its own. But Filly said some weird stuff relating to minors in the server itself. While I was finding documentation for Cyber, I instead found a long-forgotten conversation about Filly sexualizing her own middle to early high school-aged OCs. She also directly sexualized me.I don’t care so much about Filly and her OCs. She never sent anything explicit, but she was referencing sexual writing during a conversation with me. I have come to understand that some people use fiction as a tool to express emotions. Filly said that she projected a bit of herself onto the OCs’ experiences. I don’t think she should be referencing the sexual endeavors of minor OCs TO a minor. But I do understand her actions and that she wanted to share that with a range of people on the server.Of course, that does not excuse this:
Filly is referencing Watamote here. The reason her username is not included with the chat is because she sent multiple images of this character being lewd. Keep in mind this was while we were talking directly. So she sent these images to the vc chat. She also excuses this child-looking character being sexualized because “she’s 18 currently in the manga,” but that’s a different issue.
My problem with this chat is she is referring to me as horny and therefore sexualizing me. Whether or not I get horny is irrelevant. Adults shouldn’t TALK about it. What I choose to do with myself or my romantic partner is private. Adults should not be referencing my sex life at all. I don’t talk about their sexual endeavors because that would be weird. It’s even worse the other way around, yet she is doing it anyway.
Here is yet another example of me directly being sexualized. It seems that they both understood the meaning of “coomer” and again, referred to sexual activities involving me. For clarification in case it is not obvious, “coom” is a euphemism for cum. It would raise red flags if someone referred to me outright as someone who cums, but this is enough to veil it as a joke. It was uncomfortable but it felt like I could just brush it off. At the time, I tried to shift the conversation pertaining to the anime to a better topic, but they continued until the subject changed. It just kept coming back to sexualizing both the anime and myself.It has become increasingly clear that the only two people engaging in this behavior are Filly and Cyber. As I was collecting evidence, I found that only they ever said things of that nature. The environment that they created framed their statements as acceptable. Grooming is about building trust with a minor and wearing down their boundaries. I find that both of these people continued until it was viewed as acceptable.The last thing I will say about Filly is that she is trying to hide the contents of this document. She has been trying to discredit those who have shared. Filly may not be the most at fault here, but knowingly covering for an abuser enables that abuse to keep happening.So how does this all affect me? I’ve talked to my parents and trusted adults within this situation, and told my closest 2 friends and girlfriend to ask for their advice. I came to the decision to write this testimonial as evidence that these 2 people are malicious actors and sexualize minors including myself. While Cyber’s actions were far more egregious, Filly’s still made me uncomfortable and both are immoral.
Gold/Isaac's Account
(Written 11/17/2023)
(Updated 09/02/2023)
I've known Cyber since around 2016 and dated them for around 3 years when we were both minors, me being only about a year and a half older than them. (Me born 2001, Cyber born 2002)
There is a ton of drama and events that make up the bulk of the relationship but we will be staying focused on events with evidence that document Cyber’s abusive nature. There will be various things censored for the comfort of everyone coming forward be it names or specific events. Throughout various screenshots I may be referred to by various names as I desired to change my name sometime after the break up, first changing from Shay to Bruno, then from Bruno to Isaac.We were both a part of VoFT at a time when it was under different management and due to drama that isn’t relevant here we, along with a group of a few other people, were kicked out. Cyber and I’s response to this was to make our own dubbing channel out of spite with some of the other people who were kicked and named it SleepySouls, based on our usernames at the time, Shay the Sleepyking and Cyber Soulgem.
Due to Cyber kicking me out of a mutual music project we were working on because I was halting production due to a loss in my family, we went into a break in our relationship while I went on vacation as things stopped working out for me. I had specifically requested that they stop making romantic comments to me since it was making me uncomfortable and I stopped responding to their messages as much. They would proceed to not respect this request multiple times with one of the first instances being the worst.
Cyber would often use my kinship with characters like Toko Fukawa to try to flirt with me when I wasn't feeling affectionate (despite how often Cyber asserted that they hated kinning). They were basically taking a comfort of mine that they actively invalidated and used it to try and appeal to me when I wasn't being affectionate enough for him.
In this scenario they reference a prior event where they threatened to take their own life because I wouldn't talk to him.
For further context there are times where I become selectively mute being that I am autistic, and did not know it at the time, leading to me getting easily overwhelmed and shutting down. Cyber would almost always get extremely upset with me when this would happen which often caused me to panic more prolonging my shutdowns. It was to the point that I had forced myself to stop this coping mechanism which often resulted in me being very irritable and angry with people just for talking to me because they made me genuinely believe that it was a bad and toxic way to cope purely because it was inconvenient to him.
This screenshot includes Cyber trying to insinuate that I only do this to upset them which obviously isn’t true.
Him continuing to try and change the narrative:
Him continuing to try and shift blame onto me.2 months later we were still trying to make things work, but I was still adamant about not being comfortable with romantic comments. We were all playing Minecraft as a group on call one day with a few other people and Cyber decided to make sexual jokes towards me. I repeatedly told them to stop until I just had to leave the call and address it in DMs.
After we broke up I was still in contact with them in the hopes we could at least repair our relationship as friends but that wouldn’t stop them from sending me creepy or uncomfortable messages.
Obviously things had gotten to a point where I wanted nothing to do with them anymore, yet Cyber would still constantly bother me about wanting to be friends.
Important things that I want to clarify about the claims Cyber makes about me in the screenshots above is that Cyber implies that I had also made suicide threats of some sort. To add context beyond what I say in the following screenshot, I had specifically confided in a group of friends about the fact that I was having thoughts of harming myself as a result of previously mentioned loss. I had only done this because I was worried about myself and wanted to be transparent with my friends about what was going on with my mental state.
Cyber on the other hand had made their threat as a direct response to me refusing to talk to him, in what I can only assume was an attempt to pressure me out of my silence, which did unfortunately work. I have always, since that happened, been very clear that I didn't tolerate that kind of behavior and that I would break up with them if it ever happened again.
After this they sent me a long apology which i didn’t read immediately because by the next day I was still hung up on a detail from something that happened initially in October:
For context in a group chat that I am no longer a part of that had Cyber in it, I had sent a photo of myself posing with a costume prop with my face censored. Cyber got really upset about me censoring the image and also revealed that they still had a folder of photos of me that they had saved from when we were still dating, which justified the paranoia that led me to censor my face in the first place.
He quickly changed the subject to SleepySouls to avoid talking about it.
Also the “apology” was mostly them trying to be the victim in the scenario and calling me an asshole.
There was a long period of time after our breakup that Cyber flip flopped between either wanting me back as a friend/partner and thinking that I'm a monster.
This was our last dm conversation before I blocked them on discord.
I fully and openly admit to the fact that I antagonized and insulted Cyber alot during the ending periods of our relationship, and stand by the statement that it was often the direct result of them pushing me to my break point. They constantly tried to manipulate me and convince me that I was the sole abuser and that me calling them Straight and a Loli Fucker, were crimes on the same level of being berated for just not wanting to talk and being sent suicide threats for it. Their harassment towards me worsened after this point as they turned to contacting my friends in an attempt to beg me to unblock them as well as stalking my social media accounts with what I can only assume were burner accounts and even going as far as to use a hidden number to spam call my cell phone.Cyber specifically would message and attempt to call Tessa extensively in attempts to make me unblock him. Tessa being a person that Cyber hates. But they went through the lengths to contact anyway.
Additional account from someone else who’s been in close contact with Cyber in response to this screenshot
As far as more recent events go Cyber has flat out lied about me twisting the situations of our relationship to make me look like the abuser by leaving out crucial details or flat out changing the context of events.
Lying about the context of the death threats they made to me trying to make it seem like they were confiding in me and not using the threat to get me to talk when I didn't want to.I had at least thought that they were out of my hair and had move on past me, but the more I did research, the more I learned that they really hadn’t moved past me in the slightest and was cemented in the delusion that I was the sole abuser in our relationship and was more then happy with spreading things they knew were blatant lies to make me look bad.
Tekko Con 2020 Incident
I had plans to attend a convention called Tekkocon in 2020 as it’s a convention that I've attended every year since 2016. In the years of 2018 and 2019 I had met up with Cyber in person at this convention as well with other online friends. For 2020 I had plans to meet up with my girlfriend at the time, but I was suddenly informed that Cyber still had intentions to go to apparently meet with some other friend they had in the area that I had never heard of before.
Here I comment about my sister, who I had informed about the situation between Cyber and I and obviously she hated their guts for what they had done to me, who was going to be with me at the convention. This is important a little later into this situation.
This conversation also escalates into Cyber being extremely angry about me being in a relationship with my girlfriend at that time as a result of me giving a pretty basic apology for the happenings of me and Cyber’s relationship.
Here I'm just really trying to get them to understand that I don't want to talk to them in person, along with warning that people I'm going to be with wouldn’t hesitate to defend me to get Cyber away from me and they makes a counter threat of sorts saying that he’s got friends that will be with them that would be the same if I tried to start something which makes no sense being that I'm the one who wants nothing to do with him. He’s also super condescending here, like he’s trying to frame himself to be the better person here by being calmer than me or something, despite the fact that he’s actively refusing the simple request of just not approaching me at con.
Things then get worse with the messages exchanged between Cyber and Tessa a month after this.
These take place after I blocked Cyber on Discord in which Cyber got really violent with their attempts to contact me. Here he’s straight up threatening to follow me back to my hotel and vaguely threatening violence literally just for me not wanting to unblock him.
I immediately got in contact with my sister again with this information as I was genuinely fearing for my safety at this point and my sister tried to get in contact with both the authorities and Cyber’s actual family. We didn’t have much success in getting in contact with their family but Cyber did catch wind of our desire to get in contact with authorities.
Him claiming that what they said wasn’t a threat also directly contradicts what they say in a conversation with a mutual friend where they specify that they said what they did, the way that they did, because they wanted me to “use my imagination” which kind of just goes to show that they wanted to imply harm without saying it in a way that could get them trouble
He clearly made a threat and then claimed that we were twisting words, while also doing the exact same to Tessa here to say that she was throwing me under the bus. They also drop the word dox here which is obviously not what we were doing, as we wanted to handle this situation behind closed doors. Anyone who knows what doxxing is knows that it means posting that kind of information publicly which none of us had the intention of doing.
Obviously due to covid-19 the convention was canceled and nothing ended up happening due to pure circumstances. I’m honestly happy that it went down that way. I really didn’t want to find out what was going to happen at that con if Cyber did end up going and decided to approach me.
M's Account
(Written 12/13/2023)
I have known Cyber for almost 5 years. For a good while I considered them one of if not my closest online friends. We’ve collaborated on a variety of online content for many years. For the duration of their relationship with Isaac I was under the assumption that the two were the ideal online partners. It wasn’t until the months leading up to the breakup when I started to see the flawed structure of the relationship much more clearly. When it inevitably fell apart, a lot of people close to both Cyber and Isaac struggled with how to handle the relationship, myself included. I used to think that the relationship was mutually toxic and unhealthy, with both Cyber and Isaac bringing out the worst in each other, yet I eventually grew to realize that Cyber was an abusive, manipulative and selfish dickhead who has continuously hurt several of the nicest people I know all while avoiding any sense of personal responsibility in the slightest.Throughout December 2019, around 3 months after the breakup Isaac started talking to me regularly for the first time since cutting contact with Cyber at first, unsure about what to do with SleepySouls. Eventually, Isaac and a few friends of his, including Tessa, started to be more active on the public SleepySouls server at the time in voice chats. Cyber was still under the delusion that they could somehow reconcile with Isaac. Cyber would join voice chats specifically when Isaac was on. They kept joining these calls even when I was basically yelling at them in DMs not to do so. This is the first in many instances where Cyber would actively ignore my pleas to stay out of Isaac’s business. There was also a lot of back and forth involving channel disputes for the channel that I acted as a mediator for because I felt an obligation to try and keep two of my closest friends from tearing each other apart.My attempts at mediation continued until late January of 2020, when I had a small breakdown and figured that I would need to keep myself out of any drama between Cyber and Isaac. This would not last, as Isaac had a last ditch effort to reconcile with Cyber around Valentine's Day before Cyber would begin to claim that Isaac was the abuser in the relationship and Isaac decided to burn the bridge between them permanently.When the Tekko stalking incident occurred I was infuriated. Previously Cyber had pestered me to get Isaac to unblock them. When I confronted them about the stalking incident, which had been reported to me by Isaac and Tessa, they got defensive. They continued to call Isaac the abuser and they danced around the threats they were making with bullshit justifications. Despite all this, I figured that Cyber had reached a mental low point and so I changed my tone to attempt to just talk them out of it. Similar instances would happen where they would basically stalk Isaac’s online presence, I would yell at them for still fixating on it and they would whine until I backed down and apologized, thinking they had learned their lesson.Throughout April 2020 and throughout the rest of 2020 they were restructuring SleepySouls content. This included bringing in the assistance of other content creators and a variety of new voice actors. I have nothing against these people specifically because I do not believe they know the full extent of Cyber’s abusive behavior. Eventually, discussions with Cyber about Isaac stopped for a good while because I had believed they were finally becoming more stable and responsible. When they entered their most recent relationship with someone who I will only identify as K, the way I saw them act in voice chats was the final “proof” that they had come a long way from where they were earlier in the year.As little later, I found out about the tumblr lolicon blog Cyber had and attempted to confront them about it. They admitted to me the blog was theirs in a seemingly remorseful tone, and they promised me they would get better. I had struggled to believe that they were being malicious, and I was misled by their feigned guilt. I ended up deciding to give them another chance to change for the better. This should have been where I gave up, but I still struggled with cutting them out of my life due to how long I had known them as a friend. I was blindsided by their behavior in the past and I couldn’t fathom that they would do any of these things maliciously.I stayed in the SleepySouls staff server up until the end of June this year. This was when I accidentally came into the VC in the midst of Cyber’s breakup with Doll. In the few months before this, occasionally Cyber would ask me why I was still friends with Isaac and why I hadn’t “picked a side,” a conversation I would normally try to skirt around to avoid a confrontation. Earlier I had told Doll my belief that the relationship Cyber was in previously was mutually toxic, yet I stressed that I believed that they had changed and were a better person than they were back then. Cyber had found out about this and was upset that I was “talking behind their back.” When I went into the chat Cyber left shortly after and I talked with Doll in an attempt to comfort them after the breakup. Doll told me the circumstances that led to the breakup and after hearing this I had realized that what I assumed to be Cyber’s character growth was a complete fabrication. Hearing Doll’s story broke my heart, as Doll is one of the nicest people I know and to think that Cyber would act this way towards them despite being nothing but a loving, supportive partner to them was absolutely inexcusable to me. Cyber would hop in and out of the voice chat as I was talking to Doll, trying to figure out if I was saying anything they didn’t want anyone else to hear. After this, Cyber sent me a message telling me that they were cutting me out of their life and removing me from the SleepySouls staff server. They had told me the reasons for doing so were because I was “supporting their abuser” and “talking behind their back.” After this I continued to talk to Doll about our past experiences with Cyber’s behavior. Eventually Doll reached the realization that what had happened to them was harmful, and that they and the other people on the SleepyStaff server were being fed lies about Cyber’s past. I was discussing this with Isaac and they asked if I could put them in contact with Doll, which, after much hesitation, I managed to do after Doll asked me specifically to do so.Like I said earlier, Cyber was one of my closest friends I had for a long time. As of the time I am writing this, I regret ever sticking my neck up for them to begin with. I knew they had problems, but I thought they were struggling with emotional baggage that they would naturally overcome as they matured, but I now know this to be false. With their overly controlling behavior, the constant refusal to accept any responsibility for damage they caused, their inability to take other people’s considerations into account, and the lying and manipulation they used to keep their reputation spotless, all of the warning signs were there, and yet I didn’t want to admit to myself that Cyber was doing any of this maliciously. I couldn’t accept the fact that someone I put a lot of trust in and meant a lot to me was hiding a lot of abhorrent behavior from me, all because they had lied to me and many others and said they would change. Even after seeing some of the loli shit I still foolishly thought they could change, which in hindsight leaves me absolutely fucking disgusted with myself. To conclude, this is really just what I consider to be essential information from my perspective, as other stories in this video elaborate on more of these claims in better detail than I can provide. The only thing I can do now is to warn other people to stay the fuck away from them.
2023 Events
(Sexual coercion via deception)
(09/02/2023)
Starting on June 15th 2023 I (Isaac) started receiving flirtatious anons through CuriousCat from someone who identified themself with just an 8ball emoji.
As seen in the response I was a little suspicious as they seemed to know a little too much about me but I brushed this off as my usual overactive anxiety. Not too long after continuing back and forths over CuriousCat, I requested for us to move communications to a private messaging platform.
Not too long after they would create an account on Twitter under the @ of 8BallStripes (now deactivated) and we would exchange messages near daily until September 2nd 2023. On this date, I sent them a Tiktok forgetting about Tiktok’s feature of showing who sent and viewed videos if logged in.
I was more panicked about them seeing my account as I was very careful about not associating my NSFW account and work with my main SFW accounts until I checked my app again and saw who viewed the video revealing that it was actually Cyber the whole time.
I’ve known that Cyber had stalked my accounts in the past but I was so shocked to find that they would have gone this far. It has been 3 years since we last ever communicated directly and believed that they had at least moved on like I had. They successfully weaseled their way back into my life to abuse my trust again and make me feel violated in a way that I had never been before. They hid who they were to trick me into engaging with them sexually, and while nothing that was exchanged between us was nonconsensual at the time, I would have never wanted to knowingly send what I did to this person.
Cyber is genuinely disgusting and their actions only get worse every time I have the misfortune of them re-entering my life. At the very least I want to do everything in my power to make sure people do not fall victim to this person’s behaviors.
For those who may be skeptical that this was a genuine mistake on their part, I posted content for an incredibly niche community as far as NSFW standards go with only just over 100 followers at the time they started to contact me. A community that as far can be proven, Cyber has never engaged with outside of my NSFW account.Since being called out by me in said DMs Cyber has deactivated and reactivated the account several times
